The condensation of Consciousness is Torah with whose letters all exist, but Torah to Chi became a slave. The illumination of the Divine shows what curses are real blessings. It is not emotional response but our breaking of Torah that demands spiritual renewal. Sanctified Purity emits glory. That place is Messiah.
Keeping Torah cost us everything and makes it difficult to interact in the world.The Holy one created the world with letters from Torah but kissed a golem to make man banishing from nature and creating human community lacking divine Joy. Messiah came to bring that Joy by faith in Yeshua. He came from the Name of Water so we may drink of Him.
The spiritual world goes beyond the human mind. The realm of the Mikvah opens one’s eyes to the spiritual. Even as the miracle of the bronzes serpent brought salvation, so to those whose look to Yeshua. Humanity prefers their own darkness.
Have faith in Jesus. Drink. Help those in need